Li Yen’s Day & Li Yen’s Thought

I read through my to do list today and found one of the entries was about meeting a classmate whom I met everyday for almost 6 months. We never talk to each other. However, we broke the ice on that day and talked like a long lost friend. Haha.. I can’t recall this incident.It’s an exciting month, for you’ve lots to do! Expect many calls and meetings, trips to take, and many new people to meet. Your home is going to be a big focus too, and this month and next will be your most important month of the year for making home-related decisions.

I know I’ve a lot of things to write but I don’t know how to start it. The time is getting short now, I do wish that day will come as soon as possible and I can start my new life again. Hope, it will come true. On the hand, I found myself losing touch with the world for almost 1 year. I’m trying my best to re-learn and get some preparation.

This month advice:

Be very careful when handing in documents, for you may have flaws that you aren’t even aware of, such as having pulled the wrong figures, quoted someone inaccurately, or other errors. We all need to double check work before we hand it in.

You may be asked to sign a contract, but it would be unwise to do so until Mercury goes direct, October 15, but more correctly, after a few extra days, October 20, the date when Mercury will fully regulate its orbit.

You will be able to travel, too, and after last month’s tense full moon, September 15, it sounds like you are due for a little quick vacation. You may return to a place you used to go, perhaps to catch up with certain relatives. It would be fun.
~Susan Miller

I’ve a weird feeling today but it is expected to be happened because today is Monday. I don’t feel going to work today. Yesterday’s night I had a thought. A lot of questions in my mind and I was wondering why I wanted to wait when I didn’t wish to wait anymore. Next, I removed my nick in Facebook. Days before, I was told be patient because of the current situation. I knew that I shouldn’t rush for things when I wished for something different.

I gotta plan and continue plan for a better life as I’m currently heartbroken…
i’m no longer in love with YOU.

I DON’T LOVE IT ANYMORE.

Last friday, I received a letter. How much I wanted to receive this letter months back when I supposed to, however, when the moment I got it in my hand, I had not feeling at all. Honestly, I felt that God has been playing around with me because at that point of time, I’ve decided to move away from the situation and search for a better environment. With this, I can’t go any further so easily.

I told my friend about this and it made me recall a tale of my another friend. Months back, he told me, if not because someone is leaving, he wouldn’t be accepted in. He was frustrated because it happened right in front of him. I was too although it didn’t happen in front of me. It happened indirectly.

I told someone that I would make up my mind whether to stay or move away. Again, I got this message:

If you change jobs, realize it would likely be a lateral move, and that might be OK if you don’t like your job or if you have a monster for a boss and will go insane if you don’t get out of the asylum soon! If you had your heart set on getting a step up to a better job, then wait until November when a special offer may surface - just the right position may come up. It’ll be a very special time for you. 

It would be very unwise to sign a contract in mid-to-late September, for it’s clear other elements will soon enter the equation (like another offer, perhaps?) and later you would regret being so hasty. If you can’t sign your papers September 4, then wait until October 18 or later to sign. You will be glad you waited. - Susan Miller

I shall listen to this advice because the same thing was mentioned last month. I tried tarot reading too for this matter and I’m about to find out the answer.

I felt dishonoured.
I felt cheated in another way.

The grass is always greener on the other side.

Eclipses always change our direction, bring surprising events, and change priorities - all in the blink of an eye. The purpose of an eclipse is to shake you out of your rut, illuminate certain circumstances that were hidden from view, or bring sudden opportunity that you have to seize to take full advantage.

When an eclipse arrives in your own sign, that’s news, and if the eclipse falls within four days of your birthday, that’s even bigger news. If you were born on August 1 or 16, or close to that date, your entire year to come will be very different from any one you had experienced previously.

Because it is always best to react rather than initiate during eclipse time, you might as well sit back and simply wait to see what flies in the window this month. I always advise never to initiate on an eclipse if you can help it - respond to others’ decisions quickly if necessary, but try not to be the one calling the shots.

While most eclipses deliver their news immediately (within days of when the eclipse appears), others don’t. Many wait one month to the day later, plus or minus five days. (If this will be the case for you, watch the time near September 1 and 16.)

Many planets will be in Leo this month, so it’s time to think about what YOU want to do. Don’t worry too much about whether or not others will go along with your plans or ideas. You need to present a vision, and it appears you will, in a vivid, passionate way.

I say that you must be sure about the accuracy of the facts you are depending on this month because Neptune will oppose Venus precisely at eclipse time. Venus is the natural ruler of your sector of career, and Neptune may fog some of the facts you will need to make professional decisions. If those facts are not accurate, the direction you take won’t be either, and people both inside and outside your organization may criticize you. This month it is worth going the extra mile to check both your data and your assumptions.

If you want to change jobs, you may be able to do so in October or November, as your aspects are truly bright for a job switch or for winning a promotion.

-Susan Miller.

Having attended the one-month trial at California Fitness at Mid Valley last month, I started to fall in love with this class called BODY COMBAT. I attended 3 classes and I felt it is very fun and exciting. I love the movements and the kicking and punching styles which alike kickboxing. Since I have some basic on kickboxing from JC exercise class, I felt this class can let me express my feeling, stress and tension from work. Although, I didn’t know much about the proper way of punching, kicking and the movements, it gave me great satisfaction compared to other classes (JC exercise & step 101). After 30 mins of workout, my whole body was sweat until I could feel it dropping from my cheek.

Since I didn’t sign up for the membership, I do wish that I can continue practising body combat at home with some research on the moving styles and its music. Sorry to say, I don’t really like its music. The instructor put on the music so loud and I didn’t like the genre/music that they’re using for this class. But, now I accepted it and I have found some which can be used for my upcoming body combat class at home

Reading through my previous post, I do feel I need to explain something here. The person that I met was a friend of mine and it has been a long time we didn’t meet. He used to go to take lrt in the early morning but that day, he was late I think. Maybe, his company has changed policy, can go to work later…

Then, piece of information… I still haven’t looked for the answers yet. However, it is not related to me for me now. The afternoon incident was a heart broken news which I don’t wish to mention it again.

If you can SEE your future in great detail, you can make it happen.

However, this sweet memory does not last very long, now, just before I go to sleep, I’m blanketing by the afternoon’s incident.

18th April
= cont practise n revision.

17th April
= practise on generate holecount and tabulation.

16th April
= training - generate report holecount and tabulation.

15th April
= started my 1st hand-on training for survey craft
= quite blurred most of the time but it is managable so far and needed to ask questions most of the time and discussed among members
= completed typing all the questions into the system but not yet test run

14th April
= 1st met up for malaysia team, total 5 members and 1 leader
= started my training on survey craft with other 3 ppl in the afternoon
= got blurred after the training
= didn’t do much things in the morning, bored to the max

13th April
= outing with kw to times square. watched water horse.

11th April
= didnt know where and what went wrong, some of the queries in the questionnaires couldn’t be found. was it our mistake or their mistake?

10th April
= met a long time friend
= late for 5 mins to work thanked to KTM service

7th April- 9th April
= usual work at 19

6th April
= early morning, gotta woke up and cleaned myself to go for ching ming. brothers all waited outside
= the journey to the place were free from traffic but the way they organised the route to go up the hill was not good enough, we got stucked in the middle of hill and had to wait ppl to clean the traffic, same case when we wanted to go off from the place
= after that, got home and rested before went out for lunch
= nothing special, except heavy rain in the evening and caused great downpour in front of my house

5th April
= went to pavilion and had my lunch there with my aunt
= the food at republic is kinda expensive than the mid valley’s oasis, by rm1 or so, however the place is spacious and a lot of food to eat compared to mid valley
= then went to pudu to pick up my cousin and my aunt
= didn’t do much except some of my part time work, rushing more due date
= iron my clothes
= night, dinner at usual place, ate vegetarian food
= my aunt mumbled whole night about the food we bought for her, until my cousin said while sleeping also still mumbled

3rd - 4th April
= gotta rush to finish all the listing and coding for the questionnaires.
= have to stay back for a while to finish it. 1st time to stay until 6pm to complete my work in level 19
= took bus  to go home but reached home late, around 7.30-7.45pm
= waited for the b112 at sentral for more than 45 mins
= wanted to take to town but didnt do so, wasted some time there waiting for lousy bus
= leg also pain

2nd April
= started working at level 19.
= looked like a temp staff more than permanent staff there.
= did data entry work, some ppl will do the data punching, some ppl like me do listing (tabulation - extract data from the questionnaire and put it into a list), checking the questionnaires and writting the codes into the questionnaire for data punching.
= would be there for 2 weeks
= was attached to a supervisor called jenny lee
= gone through some of the questionnaires with funny answers or irrelevant answers
= gotta do translation for chinese and malay. chinese of course, hv to get help to read it out for me.

1st April - April Fool
= 11 new friends at one time
= few hours briefings with different departments
= a short tour to level 18 (field work, researchers areas, hr, accounts, cati, etc.
= get my place. sit together with another 3 new comers and surrounded by senior. my team leader’s seat is just opposite of me, on da right hand side. can see my boss’ room from my table
= great lunch together at san francisco steak house with boss & team leaders
= assigned to be in Malaysia team with another 3 people
= didnt get to see my team leader
= ended my day there with doing nothing much, just checked mails and used the timesheet program which i’ve to do it everyday
= get bus at 5.45pm and reached kl sentral to change bus. the bus came ard 6pm and got home at 7pm.

3rd anniversary…

It is a lucky date for me for the past 3 years. I do hope it will be the same next year and the year following. Stay with me!!!

On this special day, I want to write something here. However, I haven’t thought about the structure yet and what things I want to write for today. So, KIV 1st will update later
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The above statement was written on 29 Feb. I just wanted to have an entry on that day, simply because of the special date. On that day, I didn’t do much thing except continued to figure out what direction i am and going to. It’s kinda complicated and hard to explain here but I did share with someone. A person who does not know me well and we just got to know each other for a month. She is great, able to explain things to me well and get me to the point. Really appreciate her help and wish that i can continue to listen to her advices.